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Missing! A MAN NAMED MATTHEW!


Missing
! A man Named Matthew!

Supplementary Reading: Ephesians
1: 1-23

Scripture Emphasis

Matthew 9:9 As Jesus went on from there, he saw a man named Matthew sitting at the tax collector’s booth. “Follow me,” he told him, and Matthew got up and followed him.

In the New Testament, we encounter numerous instances where personal narratives become memorialised by some inanimate object. One such instance is Matthew’s account of his own eventual apostleship. A tax booth, usually manned by Matthew, was inexplicably vacant as far as the residents of Capernaum knew!; “Missing! A Tax Collector named Matthew”.

“It sounds suspicious,” mused the self-appointed guardians of public morals.
” It demands an immediate investigation”!
And investigate, they did!

Were there rumours of Matthew’s
dissatisfaction with his employment as the collector of Roman taxes in Capernaum? Those investigating Matthew’s strange disappearance questioned his closest friends, of whom there were few. But none had any such information to offer. Yet, few people in Capernaum kept silent upon hearing his name. There was a glint of suspicion conveyed from the eyes of the kindest and most generous citizens! It seemed even to Matthew that his fate was to spend his life in Capernaum with the damning suspicion that was engulfing the community like molten lava! What capacity could any human have to withstand the cruel onslaught against all his dreams while being a tax collector for the despised Romans?
However, the vacant tax booth was a living symbol of sleepless nights, scalding tears, haunting dreams, and trembling promises—but for Matthew, it was also God’s knocking time!

Dawn broke in the eastern sky as Matthew began executing last night’s promising resolve. He would put himself in the place where the seeking shepherd would most likely look to find His lost sheep named Matthew.
I do not know
“how deep were the waters crossed
or how dark was the night that the Lord passed through, ere he found His sheep that was lost”. (2)
I only know that find His sheep, He did.

I imagine God’s long-awaited occurrence of Matthew’s apostleship was finally celebrated in Heaven that morning!

God’s plan originated when He breathed into Matthew the breath of life and began preparing and equipping him to fulfil the divine mission of apostleship. Throughout Heaven, the long Amen sounds as the Creator announces, ” Today, Matthew begins his mission for which I chose Him the day I created him: Matthew, Apostle Of Jesus,The Lord.”

In our day, amidst wars and rumours of wars, and the promotion of segregation among nations and, the hateful abuse that destroys the fabric of familiar neighbourhood living and, the deafening silence of those appointees to bring hope and faith into the world, is anathema to the Creator’s ideal of the coming of His Kingdom. At the same time that Matthew appeared on the missing person’s list in Capernaum, in Spirit, Matthew was elsewhere! In Heaven, precisely at the same time, he is the subject of jubilation.
Matthew, the tax collector, finally yields to God’s plan that he become an Apostle of Jesus Christ.
Have you looked lately at God’s possible plan
for your life?

 Is God still waiting for you to fill the position for which you were born? One may not have to vacate one’s present occupation. You may successfully discharge both callings! But that decision is best made in the Presence of Jesus Christ, just between the two of you! ( see Ephesians 1: 3 – 11)

Hymn: I Feel The Winds Of God Today

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Prayer To Follow This Meditation

“My times are in Your hands, my God. I will them there.”
There can be no greater desire than that in this world; to awaken each morning in the glory of Your dawn, in confidence that Your strength will be proportioned to meet  the demands of the hours ahead.
Then, as the day is ending, to see the lights of Heaven shining through the azure dome is to be assured that God is keeping watch over us all. In the days that You will yet grant me, please ‘keep my memory green’ that I will be faithful to remember the specific tasks for which God sent me here to earth.

Then, like Matthew, I will hear from the Lord,
Well done, good and faithful servant.
“Enter into the joy of thy Lord”. Amen

                   NOTES

  1. Scripture references in the text are from the NIV translation of Scriptures.
  2. Quoted from the hymn titled, ” The Ninety And Nine”. Words by Elizabeth Cecilia Elephantine,1840-1908.

    3.The photo is my yielding to a predisposed memory of my childhood days. From this very spot I have felt both  an admiration and a profound sadness while watching the sea. The photo is a view of the sea from the ‘wharf’ in Brigus, Conception Bay, Newfoundland.

 

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A Reading Of The Passion Of Our Lord

                     (Read by F. Curtis)

A Reading Of The Passion Of Our Lord 

  • O sacred Head, now wounded
    With grief and shame weighed down
    Now scornfully surrounded
    With thorns, Thine only crown
    How art Thou pale with anguish
    With sore abuse and scorn!
    How do those features languish
    Which once was bright as morn!
    What Thou, my Lord, has suffered
    Was all for sinners’ gain
    Mine was the transgression
    But Thine the deadly pain
Lo, here I fall, my Savior!
‘Tis I deserve Thy place
Look on me with Thy mercy
And save me by Thy grace.What language shall I borrow
To thank thee, dearest friend,
For this thy dying sorrow,
This love knows no end!
O, make me thine forever!
And should I fainting be,
Lord, let me never, never,
Outlive my love to thee!
Hymn: Beneath The Cross Of Jesus
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WHEN THE LAMP FLICKERS

                   WHEN THE LAMP FLICKERS

Scripture Reading: John 8: 12-20

 Psalm 19:105 Your Word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path. (Text)

This text is in heartfelt gratitude to God by one who has discovered the fulfilment of the Divine’s promise to accompany all like him on life’s journey. Although The Word precedes the fulfilled promise to this person, regardless, that Word is a sacred covenant between himself and God. Time and again, The Word arrives like an unseen presence, offering to lead to still waters and green fields. Consequently, souls staggering under torturing emotions become peaceful and serene once more. The Word is a medium from outside a self to be light in the deepest darkness, threatening to take one’s soul hostage.

In the final analysis, however, those who testify of any permanence of the experience of The Word BEING The Lamp that brightens their way are far fewer than those who sadly wish that ‘ The Lamp’ would never flicker. It is sad but true that even many churchgoers hearing the text, “Your Word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path,” long for more revealing evidence for themselves and concerning their efforts to change a hurting world. Is it not the flickering of the Lamp that induces such uncertainty? 

The Old Testament is rife with images of humans caught in diverse situations that flip quickly between celestial light leading them and the dense darkness of a moonless night enveloping them. 

Job, once a wealthy man of respect, was regarded as a man of deep faith. In time, Job becomes tragically forsaken by family and friends. In extreme poverty, he sits alone, reduced to a heap of human misery, and finally, his wife, deeply pained by his condition, advises him to “curse God and die”.(Job 2:9)
But not for long does the “Dark Night of The Soul Prevail!” Instead, the Creator of light offers Job His steady hand to restore that flickering Lamp, and Job responds, Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him”. (Job 13:15)

Long after the stream of time flowed through the land of UZ, where Job expressed his inspiring faith, God, seeing the complexities of an ever-changing world, responded. And, The Word, which God gave to light our way through this world, proved insufficient. Subsequently, The WORDBECAME FLESH AND DWELT AMONG US”  in the man Jesus.
But still, this world remained a rich environment for this human experience of The Flickering Lamp. On one occasion, there is a celebration for the glory of the lighted mind, and in the next moment, the fearsome darkness of the Flickering Lamp invades. The contradiction continued even though The Word, the Lamp given to light the human pathway, came in Jesus. A haunting question, dripping like molten lead on a naked brain, persisted: “What difference did Christ’s coming to dwell among humankind make? The Lamp of certainty still flickered!

Thomas was one of twelve chosen by Jesus to be one of His disciples. The scant material available concerning Thomas portrays him as one of solid loyalty and unwavering devotion. Jesus’ tenderness and patience were the hallmarks of this relationship. However, Thomas sought to deepen his understanding of Jesus more than once when confusion threatened to breed doubt. On one occasion, when Jesus informed His disciples of His forthcoming return to His Father and foretold them that they would later join Him there, Thomas intervened, “We do not know where you are going; therefore, how can we know the way”?

There it is! The flickering Lamp! 

Purely earthy limitations blind Thomas in his search to understand faith’s awesome mysteries. Every day’s journeying with Jesus intensified his desire to live like Him! Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. (John 14:6). 

With leaden steps, Thomas’ friends rendezvoused to share one another’s incapacitating grief over their crucified Lord. Thomas was missing from that company. He wasn’t there when “The Risen Son” electrified the atmosphere of the Upper Room. All restraint was abandoned! The whole world was alive, hailing the heavenly message, “He IS RISEN”!

But Thomas wasn’t there!

So, the others told him!

“I won’t believe it,” Thomas replied, “Until I see Him myself and feel the print of the nails, I will not believe it!!

Darkness threatened to extinguish the light in Thomas’soul! The Lamp Flickered!
‘But what made the undeniable change in his close friends’? Thomas wondered. They each glowed as though they reflected a light fixed internally. But the darkness for Thomas only grew deeper, until that night, sometime later, when they were all together again. And, Thomas was also there! Suddenly, Jesus,
The Risen One”, was there with them!

     Then Jesus said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and look at my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and  believe.”
Thomas replied, “My Lord and my God!”
 Jesus said to him, “Because you have seen Me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” (John 20:27-29).

There was a noticeable brilliance in the light that shone in the world that night. And, to this hour, hidden in our malignant doubts and fears, the ever-present Christ reveals Himself as the master over the experience of our flickering lamps.

The Prophet Isaiah wrote a most revealing Word for his people, Israel, worthy of remembrance still:
“I will give you the treasures of darkness
And hidden riches of secret places,
That you may know that I, the Lord,
Who calls you by your name,
I Am the God of Israel”. (Isaiah 45: 3)

       A Prayer To Follow This Meditation

Father, my Father,
in Your hands is the indispensable gift of light that first shone through the dark abyss during creation. At Your command, the light revealed the innumerable possibilities hidden in that darkness. Among those possibilities, You fashioned humankind in Your image, to share Your creative desire to enlighten their habitation to resemble Heaven, the home from whence they came. Consequently, You gave them Your Word to be a lamp for their feet and a light to shine upon their path.

But in time, humans deliberately chose darkness over light” (John 3:18-20). “The Lamp flickered”.

FatherYou responded to the darkness, “and the Word became Flesh and dwelt among us”. But as the light increased, so did the human desire for darkness. The darkness deepened until the day a Cross was set with a sickening thud on Golgotha. “And darkness covered the whole land”.

But now, twenty centuries after, this thunderous chorus  echoes through heaven and earth: 

” Hallelujah! GHRIST IS RISEN”! And although our lamps of faith and action still flicker occasionally, it is not without the embedded certainty that when our Lamp in this world flickers, “The Light of The World ” is never far behind!
This very night, as dense darkness of hatred and war creeps over the world’s horizon, it’s time for the world’s inhabitants to reflect the Light of the One who dwells within each of us. 

For Your Love’s sake and for Your world, we pray. Amen.
Hymn:  Let There Be Light

 

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Editorial Notes
I wish to acknowledge the outstanding photography in this post as the work of a Newfoundland photographer
Ray Mackey. It is used here with much pride and many thanks.

 

 

 

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A READING OF E. J. PRATT’S POEM ” EROSION”

 A PRAYER TO FOLLOW THIS READING

O Christ of tender compassion, come again to us amid our life’s storms, as once You came to your beloved disciples, who were caught in the fearful throes of a vicious storm on Galilee. It was Your love for them and the surge of human helplessness that often paralyzes the members of the human family that resulted in this memorable encounter with humankind. You thereby demonstrate, to all humans, what our Saviour’s Love can accomplish. By walking on water, the day of Your defiance of the natural law reveals the propulsive power of love for Your dear friends is far removed from this day of shrunken faith and artificial intelligence. But we are never removed from Your Love for us or from our helplessness and need for Your victories.

We cannot deny that the marred visages of starving people and the bitter vitriol of uncontrolled tongues are as terrifying as the boisterous waves of an angry sea.
It is Love, Your Love, coming to possess our lives that will bring calm to our troubled sea and restore hope for those who sit and wait and pray.
Please, Lord, make us brave enough to refute the so-called wisdom of scholars who seek to produce the catalysis that shrinks our faith and gives us half-baked beliefs. Help us to reclaim the simple principles which enable children to be such beautiful lights to shine upon the road that leads us into the Kingdom Of Our God. Lord, You chose twelve people to help You change the course of history. But, unfortunately, today’s diluted mixture of shrunken faith and half-hearted, personally selected beliefs is no match for the vicious sea of dark demonic forces. Even so, Lord Jesus, Come to us again.
We pray for all through Your love’s sake. Amen.

HYMN: Eternal Father, Strong To Save

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EDITORIAL NOTES

1   ‘ EROSION” .https://canpoetry.library.utoronto.ca/pratt/poem1.htm                          Poem by Newfoundland poet, E. J. Pratt

2 Prayer: Franklin D. Curtis

3 Hymn, ” Eternal Father, Strong To Save.”